been here for 5 weeks

ive been in for 5 weeks now still on seringe driver of metoclopramide and having a radioisotope on wednesday as the holidays mean the dept is not open till then lost more weight and bp has been getting pretty low today was 93/60 which is not good and has been making me want to sleep all day just wanting to get somehting sorted so i can go home

Been here over a month may be in for x mas

Vomited up 2 nj tubes so they don't want to put a new one in telling me to try fluids but only thin ones stay down anything thick comes up I've lost 10 lbs in 4 weeks 6 lbs came off in less than a week since coming off the iv fluids and vomiting the tube they don't want to find a permanent feeding route yet ad that will mean surgery and weeks more in here but I wish they're find something as I keep trying n keep vomiting they are doing the radioisotope as an outpatient as I need to come of prokinetics to have that I'm on a seringe driver  of  matoclopramide  now and that is helping a little as I can hold down some fluids on it but only thin ones like squash and juice etc hot fluids come straight up as do thick ones so ensures and smoothies have also been tried and fruit puree and soup they also came up really struggling with mood swings and anxiety I think from lack of food and calories and just want to go home I don't know what happens if the seringe driver works as they haven't said I was already on tablet form at home and when I came in and it wasn't working but if all else fails they will eventually have to place a jej tube to feed me that will mean weeks in here he said

Still here

Still in hospital waiting for radioisotope and gastro team being fed via nj

Still in hospital

I'm still in and still not holding things down I had a ct scan and had an endoscopy under general and now have an nj tube as if I'm fed into stomach I will throw it up I am waiting to be seen by gastro but we think I have gastro paresis