spinal clinic and drama performance

so yesterday was spinal clinic it went as expected they dont operate on adults unless the curvature is causing problems with organs she was angry as am i that when i went into foster care my medical care was not transfered correctly said  should of had the surgery in my teens but cause social services and child health messed up  didnt she has however made refferals to the people ive been tryng to see for a long time pain team and rhumetology so thats good
today we did a performace in drama the group i perform with is for young people wth experience of self harm , and we performed to proffessionals at a conference about access to services and the gaps in services for young adults age 18-25 it went well and me and one other girl stayed till the end some of the others did the performance and then had to leave the performance went well everyone complimented us and said how it was really effective to see it played out instead of just being told stories of where the services are going wrong the rest of the conference was really interesting and t felt amazing to get our voices heared and tell people who are partly responsible for making changes and have them listen so hopefully it wont go wrong for other people in the future although these things take time and ill likley be 25 when they are in place it gives me a good feeling to know that i may have helped to help them make sure other young people do not have poor care in the future
after this i went into town managed to buy k tape and ice packs pretty cheap also bough lots of lush bath products along wth a few things i needed i probably over did it toay i am very sore and feeling dissey on and off but i am happy  have had a really good day i got alot done and i feel content even if my body is giving me the middle finger